I did everything right. I went to school. I didn't and don't smoke. I always worked. Paid my bills. Paid my share. Carried my weight. Where's my reward? Where's the encouragement to keep it up? Is it wrong to do good? Do only the bad get rewarded?
Am I that bad? Other than everything being intentional now
I'm the good girlfriend. I don't go out. I don't need to cheat.
I do all this, but I'm still seen as evil, greedy, selfish. Am I not good enough? I don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep up this good attitude. You're only worth your money now. Not everyone needs your opinion, keep it to yourself.
One day at a time. One problem at a time. No one cares, so join the crowd. It's every man for himself now.
Gosh. Everything is just such a repeat. I hate everybody.
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